in my Silent Lucidity

I can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby
Yes it's true
Baby yes it's true
Whenever we kiss I get to feeling like this
I get to wishing that there were two of you
My heart cries out "more baby"
It feels so nice I want your arms to wrap around me twice

I can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby
Right around
Baby right around

When you had to go I hated the thought
I only wished the night was twice as long
My heart cries out "more baby"
I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch

I can't get enough of you baby
Can't get enough of you baby
I can't get enough of you baby yeah
Whenever we kiss I get to feeling like this
I get to wishing that there were two of you
My heart cries out "more baby"
I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch

I can't get enough of you baby
Can't get enough of you baby ..

true.

It was my first visit at the New Life Christian Community in Alabang Hills. My b.. wanted me to experience their preaching there.So we went there yesterday at 1730H exact.

Pastor Paul Chase was the preacher that afternoon. He was so jolly and funny. Okay, it was supposedly a holy afternoon. But i guessed the pastor has his ways to let the listeners not to fall asleep inside the hall. I was really glad that i visited there...I was enlightened by the afternoon's talk. It was all about what God wants us to do in this world.

There are three things Pastor Paul mentioned about what God wants us to do:

1. Do things RIGHT.
2. LOVE mercy.
3. walk HUMBLY.

In that way, as he spoke, we don't need to find mercy and justice in this world. Instead mercy and justice will hunt us. It will find and hug us.

This verse he mentioned really plunged in my mind until I went home that evening....

its from Luke 6:37, that says,
"Don't judge people if you don't want to be judged. Don't condemn people if you don't want to be condemn..."

As i went home last night, there's only one thing in my mind. That i will be in that seat every sunday with my b.. beside me...listening to the WORD of GOD.

And to all of you, this is all i can say. be GOOD always and you'll see underneath.

mom,

i lied to you again. may you take these (flowers) and forgive me?

i was having my dreams while i was sleeping. when i woke up i felt like pretending. it is very strange. after pretending i really began to forget them. and now i feel like going away. you know i'm always like that. so please forgive me and thank you.

i'm glad that i have a brother.

Soo-Hyug

me and my b.. was malling the other day. and we got to passed this guitar sale on the way. actually, i intentionally grabbed my b.. just to look at the sale. hehehe... he's not into music kase so he don't mind guitars or that kind of stuffs..and i was shocked to see the prices. it was soo so low. imagine, it was only P1,200!!! well, it's not really "sikat" guitar brand...but at least di ba?!

and you know what...that made me think of my college years of music...all throughout college i was inclined or i think exposed to music, songs, lyrics, jamming, and concerts (as if there were an y) hehehe. yeah, music was my life...i didn't have boyfriends because of it. haha

back to now, yeah i miss playing the guitar. i miss singing while playing the guitar. i miss singing with other band members and playing the guitar. i miss music...kaya siguro medyo kulang akong life karon. aside from having my b.. with me...i am happy, yeah, but there is something i want to do other than work and my b.. and that's music and singing...

i might buy my own guitar one day and practice again...and maybe i could sing, if not in public, in someone's wedding day...=) who's celebration could it be?

huh! this is sumthing everyone's gonna envy...haha!
yeah yeah yeah...yeah yeah...

we (newly hired in PAL) were forced to dance...
so we danced...in the tunes of 'yeah' by usher, dirty dancing theme song, and 'move your body' by i dunno...hehehe

sayawan after the party. that's our manager with the blue top. game kaayo!!!

go dekada 70! we won for best presentation...syempre we hired john travolta gud! nyehehe..

yes...70's look alike. we danced the saturday night fever theme songs here.
night fever night fever...

a.k.a charlie's angels (my bossings during our xmas presentation.
they are soooo angels, aren't they?

mark, ate irene and grace tried the wigs if they fit. and it did ;)

by Lea Salonga

still dizzy. lazy hands still unwind. but i feel better now. after long hours of thinking, searching and testing, we (with my officemate) finally did it. our installation (actually migration) of server is successful. ha! finally.

i want some coffee now. we're waiting here at the office (still) for bry, my officemate, for the food. i want to eat. i want to lie down after. and go to sleep all day long. i should be happy, sleeping all day, but im not. it will not regain my strength. i know that. fatigue will never be a reason to be happy.

well, this is my work. though its difficult, still i love it. i love to solve problems. technical ones. i love to isolate them. i love to bug some ibm or hp support. =) i just love what i do!

zzzzz....

im still at the office right now. sleepy. no, actually dizzy. we have to wait for the hp people to repair our server monitor for us to continue our installation on linux. hmp! i am already tired. and there's another installation after the linux. ive been here since 8am. and it's already 12mn.

wew. don't know what to write, actually. im too drunk to think. too tired to type. my lazy hands got the chance to unwind again. hehehe

wooooshh.

i was bloghopping when i read this post from a certain 'chris', that says:

Listening to certain songs can evoke strong emotions. Perhaps it's a song that you had your first dance or first kiss to. Or maybe it's a song that reminds you of a friend that has moved on elsewhere, passed on, or one you wish you still talked to.

What song strikes a cord in your life?

hmmm... i was quite shocked, by the way, as i read the question and something tells me that i forgot about music lately...i mean, all my life i've been living in this d world surrounded by songs, lyrics, music, accompaniments, etc...i was quite sure that i know all new songs in town.but now that i've grown up (not that ive grown tall or whatever...=)) i would say that i don't know anymore about music.but im sure of my past songs, that i must say, REALLY has touched my life:

1. the greatest love of all by Whitney Houston - i was onced told by my mother that this song really has quite had a part of my childhood dream to become a singer. =) yeas singer as in lea salonga! haha... anyway, mother told me that whenever that tune rocks the radio. i would set it loud and sing with my hands that i pretends to be the mic. cute eh? i was 3-5 years old then, she told. so i think that was 1983 or 1985.

2. can this be love - it's not my fave song that year but i kinda relate this song to my first highschool crush...i sung this song at our campus training camp.

3. i have nothing by Whitney Houston - this was my favorite song! back in highschool too, i used to sing this everywhere...=) this was my mom's favorite too...a little bonding with mom.

4. tell me by joey albert - i love her voice. i love the song. it's a package. but what i remember in this song was it was my first heartache. nyeehehehhe....i always sing this song whenever i got the chance to (and whenever he's around too) =).

5. the Lord's prayer - it was a wonderful opportunity to sing the Lord's prayer in front of a big audience. i felt soo blessed that night i sung that prayer. it felt great sharing the gift that you have, really. soo thankful! that night was the Mutya ng Cagayan de Oro. i sung the prayer as the invocation of the program. my bestfriend janjan was one of the emcee that night. it really felt amazing that there is something i could share with my grandchildren someday.

6. you by roselle nava - the all-time-hit wedding song, i call it. i've been singing this song for, i think, 4 years. this was always a fave to all the couples we've choired. always be their first pick for wedding song.

7. unforgettable - yeah...i never forget this song jan!!! of course, this was not my fave but jan's, bestfriend in highschool. well..as you can see, there's this guy. i don't know the name but she really likes him. and she called him unforgettable. huh! never never never forget that... =) i miss janjan so much. i remember when we get to meet, we never talk so much but we know that we're there for each other. the thought of having her beside me makes me feel safe and secure.thanks for the friendship jan!

8. i remember the boy by lea salongga - idol! =) i really love her songs...her voice...her gestures.her's the real package. from miss saigon to alladin to mulan. wew! i gotta have that in my dreams...hehehe but anyway, i remember this song hit me when i first came here in manila. yeah...i now overcome my first heartache. i think 5 years. woooow that's way too long huh...

im here at the office. again. working.

it's lunch break now...i just had my lunch. 'twas a great lunch, actually. my officemate, bry, offered to buy me lunch at Mr. Ho Tsin Ho, a chinese noodle haus. just a walking distance from our office. all food are chinese, well, uh, yeah...hehehe

i had for my lunch, my fave chinese food, siomai, siomai, siomai and siomai. and a chicken mami. tastes soooo good...and it's very very healthy too. i love the soup. i love siomai. i love to eat. darn, it's chinese food. well, not all of the chinese food taste good to me. i just love their siomai and chicken mami. and also that siopao thingie...uhmm..'bolabola'.yeah, that too.

i had my first taste of siomai in college. my classmate offered me to try it. at first i was kinda 'what is this thing?' reaction. but at the end when i know there's shrimp in it, i was kind of, 'ooohh...taste good, eh!' and that was my meal every lunch for a week...8-piece siomai pack.lol

i've been pic-seeing lately...from friendsters pic or pix sent by my friends, sisters, brother, cousins and more...i am very busy today testing my project in Lotus Domino server but i still found time to watch the pictures of my friends and everybody...=)


this is bebang. da best pal in my hometown, Cagayan de Oro City. my through-thick-and-thin friend. the night drinker. i used to call her nicee, but when the neighborhood starts to call her 'bebang', i called her that too from that day on. the name is, honestly, funny to hear...buut i love the way it sounds. it fits to her. best for her.. hehe peace bebang! as you can see in the pictures above, she very cute, smart, petite with a big heart. we are much alike, actually... lol! i really miss this gurl soooo much. she's in cebu right now, studying her fave course (finally!) culinary arts. hmmm bet this is my chef at my wedding! hehehehe....

it's saturday morning, and i'm working.darn. i am working! hooossh.. my days off are thursdays and fridays, but i can't complain, it's my shift anyway..

well it's sooo nice working on weekends though cause there's no boss!!! you can do whatever you want to do, except eating inside the server room...which is sooo not me! hehe...no one's watching anyway sooo....eat!!!

by the way, need to share something.
i got these videos from a great website...with lots of free downloadable videos, images and softwares. these are commercial ads that's soooo cool, impossible but true.maybe they are ads from uk...i dunno but watch it, you'll be amazed with women...=)

woman drivers

train


amazing, isn't it? so guys...don't be deceived with gurls' looks. they might eat you front! hmmm...what am i saying. i just don't want women to be low and worthless. men are nothing without us! don't forget that gurls...haha

m not against men. i love my boyfriend. however, there are things that they should learn about us...and that's secret...men should find that out for themselves.

=)

i was scanning my files in my pc and found these funny videos i downloaded a long time ago...

well here's for a start...

you'll really enjoy watching this video...i got this from my officemate Roena...she's a video addict...loves to download funny video from the net, like me! hehehe...

this is a remake video soundtrack from the movie Lion King.....enjoy!

Please click this link --> The Lion Sleeps Tonight


expect more videos come!!!

just want to share some past moments with my past officemates....

well, i miss my first job here in Manila. imagine, i was paid just to chat with everybody around the country, specifically cebu, iloilo, bacolod and davao. that was fun, really! i miss all of it...the graveyard shift (that's what we call here as night shift), the food! yumyum..., the funny and also corny chatters...:)


that's tj thursday, tj meryl, me (tj farah) and tj nikki
at our grand eyeball.

They call us TxtJocks. We are the chat moderators in every chatroom...by the way, it is hosted by ABS-CBN's pinoycentral channel, which is covered in specific cities in the Philippines, namely, metro manila, baguio, iloilo, davao, cebu, and bacolod.

well, i've not seen them (my officemates) since two years ago...i hope i can see them soon! well, actually, some of them are my friends in friendtsers....:)

hmm...a blog spot...i might find this sumthing cool that could vanish my boredoms.

yeah...im bored here at the office..killing the time actually. m waiting for the clock to set at 5pm so i could go home.hmmm...not actually home, but a cheap dorm near our office. m not used to be alone in a room so i rented that cheap dorm, with just a thousand pesos rent .but its so nice and clean and comfy..hehehe with a nice and can-be-trusted roommates.

have fun reading my future posts....:)