in my Silent Lucidity

at the airport before she leaves for Canada.

I miss you Insi!!!

A very good friend of mine is having a food delivery business (i dunno pa their business name). and she just told me their launching is soon na! wow....people are getting into business na talaga. of course, sino ba naman ang hindi makakaisip nyan sa lagay ng Pilipinas ngayon. kahit bumaba ang doller rate, marami pa rin tayong utang.

And unfortunately, i'm not into that thing muna ngayon...wala kase akong alam sa business. i can't even budget my own money! haha. well, time will tell, maybe i can have one in the future, but not here in Manila. definitely not here.

eniwey, here's her newly hosted website:

http://www.accidental-chef.com/

God bless Rhea! May you have more and more clients to come...

I watched Oprah last Friday evening and found out that coffee is good for the health!!! Here's why...

New research shows coffee is rich in Antioxidants --> click here

aha! Now i can drink coffee everyday..hahahaha.

i bought this little chinese angel at SM Makati when Len and i were shopping for a gift last December. It so happen I bring my camera with me at the office tonight so i took the chance to capture her.

there were two of them by the way, i gave the other one to Jovy. Cause i know she loves cute angels on her desk.

i've been trying to call abs-cbn and spi technologies (past companies i'm with) for a week now...and no feedback for my employment certificate yet. haaay...buhay...

i wanted to go to singapore or australia or canada as soon as possible...tsk! if i could pull out february and march from the calendar, i would! hehehe...but i couldn't. i have to complete things pa to get my passport and apply for visa pa...wew! so much to do so little time!

valentines day this year was a bit ordinary for me. i juz had a looong sleep and watched tv the whole evening. b.. called thrice that night and damn his cellphone for not receiving my messages that night! ooops... ;)

Love is giving someone the ability to break your heart, but trusting them not to.

i really miss this group. i miss my being payat too...hehe. i haven't been attending practices and all their shows. btw, they just had a concert last december and i wasn't even there to witness it! haay...buhay ng isang sysad nga naman...:( wala na ako time for this...

dati naman naghahanap ako ng diversions para mawala yung boredom ko. at ngayong dumating na saka pa ako na busy sa work...tsk tsk..time management nga lang naman.. i know i know. i don't have that you know...i've been trying to manage my time since birth! hindi ko pa rin magawa...

please, experts out there, help me manage my time...

or should i need a manager? like that of an artista? Boy Abunda, where are you! hehehe...

okay, im going nonsense already...

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sunrise, sunrise
what a beautiful day
nothing much to do
on a sunday morning

eyes still dizzy
but nothing worry
keep it cool
this is God's blessings

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I just got home from airport that day when a dormmate told me a news that over 50 filipino died in a stampede at ultra waiting for wowowee's anniversary. At first, hindi ko pa naintindihan masyado yung news niya kase kararating ko lang and antok na antok pa ako..but when i opened the tv, there were dead people lined up on the streets. And sobrang dami ng tao around them...and yun na, naabsorbed ko na ang shocking news!

I'm a big fan of wowowee too. i watched it everyday whenever i'm on the afternoon shift. I watched it because natatawa ako sa mga reactions ng tao...and i find it realistic na mkita yung mga totoong pinoy on tv. vendors, housewives, even yung walang mga trabaho..

Iba iba ang sinisisi ng mga tao. Some blamed the police/security kung bakit daw sinara yung gate...Some also blamed the organizers (abs-cbn) na hindi daw niplano lahat.Some also blamed the government because of poverty and kung ano ano pa...hmm...syempre marami ka talaga pwede iblame in just one accident.

I was not there at the site. I'm not also an investigator. I'm just merely a citizen whose crying over the deadly scene i saw on tv last saturday morning. But from my point of view, sa naoobserve ko lang, i don't blame anybody but the people na nandun sa accident when it happened. i don't blame the security guards who are just doing their job and trying to control the crowd. i don't blame abs-cbn because they just want to show people that they care. and i think its not that we are poor kaya sila pumunta sa mga shows to find money.

This is a lesson for all of us. We don't have discipline kase kaya tayo nagkakaganito. And it was an accident because of lack of discipline ng mga tao. Tingnan mo naman yung video after, may gana pa silang ngumiti at kumaway sa camera sa harap ng mga patay...tsk tsk tsk...parang balewala na sa kanila yung mga nasaktan at nawalan..the accident was a proof na kulang sa disiplina ang mga pinoy. Kung naisip lang nila na mga matatanda ang nandun, sana hindi gumana yung pagka greedy din nila...