in my Silent Lucidity

a week at beim/sq is not bad at all!

although i'm adjusting (which is normal), the workload is ok. my boss is ok. my team is ok. i just can't understand all the words that come out of their mouth! ang bilis nila magsalita! hehehe

just got the thinkpad yesterday. buti nalang at maliit binigay. kundi sakit sa balikat ako everyday. hindi sya powerful but ok na rin kase magaan. and pede nko mgwork sa bahay..:)

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i almost fainted last night sa sunod sunod na pangyayaring hindi maganda.

one. i tried to install this thing from biem and when i restarted the notebook, i can't logon to windows anymore. paksyet...ayoko naman kumalikot baka kase masira ko pa lalo. called a friend and wala pa rin...almost two hours na ako nagpapanic. tawag kung kanikanino na. chat a friend. called helpdesk (na walang sumasagot). wala pa rin. then suddenly,

(two) husband called sabi nasa baba na raw sya ng bahay galing hospital! waaah...nagpanic ako lalo. nahihirapan sya lumakad. ang bigat bigat. and nahihilo. sumuka pa daw sabi nung kawork nya. sabi ng doc viral infection daw. meron pala viral infection na hindi makalakad? how come lah!

ayun. 4am na ata nung makatulog ako. na stress ako bigla. but everything's okay now. husband is okay na. went to beim service center to unlock my password. kasalanan pala nila, hindi daw updated ang database ng beim. name ko kase dapat palitan! family name ko BONBON not Girlie lah!

ciao ;)

finally....

now i'm actually "living" in Singapore. and for the first time, with my husband. sounds great eh? hehehe *wink* *wink*

my work will start this coming thursday. that if i passed the medical test. but i dont have aids naman and tb so pasado yun! dapat lang! =) anyway, that's all for now...wala pa ako makuwento sa ngayon.

=)

i was trying to browse "girlay" at google and most of the results lead me to this (blogspot) website. and i kinda opened (accidentally) my previous entry about my hubbytot (bf pa dati hehe) leaving for SQ.

my comment there was

he comes back or follow him? hmm...hindi pa namin napagusapan yan. pero darating din kami dyan....hehe

yeah!!! dumating na nga ang araw after almost two years. and i just realized that ang panget nga naman if he comes back noh..hehehe so here iam following my fate.

what do i feel? excited? maybe. nervous? yes. i will be adjusting to their culture and their 'masungit' image. but i know i can do it. i will even conquer the whole SQ! haha kidding. no fear!

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but i didn't just watch it to happen
i strive (at least i know i did)
with family and friends' help
as an instrument to make this all come true